Kira
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Post by Kira on Nov 4, 2009 20:39:34 GMT -4
with a whimper, Kira moved to curl into herself as much as possible her eye no longer about to hold back her tears while she shut them tightly. Fighting back a sob she tried as best as she could to ignore how much her chest hurt
Why?... whywhywhywhywhy.... Mommy.... I need you... please....
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Post by Suoh on Nov 4, 2009 20:41:01 GMT -4
Suoh's arms tightened around the girl as she curled in on herself. "It doesn't matter, Kira. Even if he's focused on himself, you've got people who care about you. Think about that."
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Post by Kira on Nov 4, 2009 20:47:32 GMT -4
Trying to keep some kind of pride with her Kira swallowed the sobs that made her whole body shake. All she wanted at that moment she knew she wouldn't be able to have anymore, her family the way it was. She could remember times when her father did love her, but things kept on getting worse and no matter what she did she didn't see any of her old daddy in the man anymore.
But if Daddy does love me... then who will? He's the only family I have now... if he doesn't want me... maybe something is wrong... then I need to fix it...
I... I'm sorry... but... I still want him.... I want my daddy... I want to stay with him... until he sees Mommy again...
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Post by Suoh on Nov 4, 2009 20:50:01 GMT -4
"I didn't say you couldn't have him. Just... don't let him bring you down. Oki'd take care of you whenever you needed it."
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Kira
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Post by Kira on Nov 4, 2009 20:53:10 GMT -4
Bitting her lip, Kira nodded her head. With one clutching the bear the other was holding onto his shirt while she moved to listen to his heartbeat again. The thunder had died down and the storm was more wind and rain then anything else. Surprisingly rain did comfort her, it was only when there was thunder that Kira got scared.
I know... Mommy helped me find her...
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Post by Suoh on Nov 4, 2009 20:56:07 GMT -4
"She found you a good one. I don't know anyone with a kinder heart."
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Post by Kira on Nov 4, 2009 21:01:46 GMT -4
Nodding her head, Kira smiled at the thought.
Mommy promised me that she would always make sure that I wouldn't be alone when I needed her... she never broke a promise to me... she even was there when I hurt my hand...
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Post by Suoh on Nov 4, 2009 21:04:27 GMT -4
"She... was?" Suoh asked, trying to keep the confusion from his voice. It was one thing to have a jerk for a father. But visitations from dead parents? That pushed the normal boundary...
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Post by Kira on Nov 4, 2009 21:07:09 GMT -4
Kira nodded and moved her head to look up, her smile bright a shinning
There was a butterfly outside, I remember because I was watching it when Father came home. Mommy always liked butterflies, so it was like she was there... then there was a moth and there are like night butterflies and it was in my room before you helped my hand...
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Post by Suoh on Nov 4, 2009 21:08:51 GMT -4
"So... she sends the butterflies to you?"
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Post by Kira on Nov 4, 2009 21:11:30 GMT -4
Bitting her lip Kira sighed slightly before holding the bear close to her chest
I know... I know that she's gone and that she can't send them to me... but... sometimes I like to pretend that she can... it makes me feel better... like when I close my eyes before I sleep and remember her singing... she's not really singing anymore... but it helps...
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Post by Suoh on Nov 4, 2009 21:15:27 GMT -4
"Y'know, you'd get along really well with my buddy Micah. He talks a lot like that, too, saying that when we die we become a part of some cosmic consciousness, and that we can still impose our will in subtle ways on the physical world. Maybe she can send them to you, I've got no idea. I've never been dead, and I have no intentions of being so any time soon."
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Post by Kira on Nov 4, 2009 21:19:14 GMT -4
Blinking slightly, Kira smiled again before cuddling up against Suoh. Closing her eyes to listen to the heartbeat she sighed softly
Thank you Suoh-senpai...
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Post by Suoh on Nov 4, 2009 21:25:58 GMT -4
Suoh frowned lightly. "For what?"
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Post by Kira on Nov 4, 2009 21:28:14 GMT -4
With a gentle smile Kira answered For not thinking me crazy
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