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Post by Akira on Dec 10, 2009 20:17:34 GMT -4
It was the day after the funeral. Akira had sent Otomeken home. She wanted some time alone. She sat at Cirrus's table. She had sat ther all night, ignoring Cirrus's requests for her to come to bed. She didn't want to sleep and wasn't gonig to listen to his pleases this time. She looked stressed and horrible but she simply sat there for most of the night.
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Post by Cirrus on Dec 10, 2009 20:22:40 GMT -4
Cirrus didn't sleep either, laying on the bed and watching her. "Kira...." he said softly, sliding to sit next to her.
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Post by Akira on Dec 10, 2009 20:27:20 GMT -4
He had kept quite for a long while so she didn't yell at him when he spoke this time. Her head was rested on the table and she looked at him. "How are you holding up?" She asked him.
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Post by Cirrus on Dec 10, 2009 20:31:05 GMT -4
"What sort of question is that?" Cirrus asked, resting his head on the table next to her.
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Post by Akira on Dec 10, 2009 20:32:44 GMT -4
She just stared at him. "Isn't it the type of thing your ment to ask at a time like this?" She asked him. Her eyes were bloodshot.
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Post by Cirrus on Dec 10, 2009 20:40:45 GMT -4
Cirrus pulled her into his lap. "I don't need to know what we're suppsoed to ask or answer. I just need us to cope with it and somehow move ahead."
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Post by Akira on Dec 10, 2009 20:43:10 GMT -4
"How do we cope? I never wanted to be a mother. But weather I wanted it or not I was... for a short time. And it changed me. I don't know how to go back." She said resting againest him.
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Post by Cirrus on Dec 10, 2009 20:45:43 GMT -4
"We can't go back," Cirrus said. "We can only move forward," Cirrus said. "No matter what, I'm staying close to you." He held her tighter.
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Post by Akira on Dec 10, 2009 20:49:03 GMT -4
"I just..... want to forget." She said and a tear ran down her cheek. "Does that make me a bad person?"
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Post by Cirrus on Dec 10, 2009 20:50:08 GMT -4
"No," Cirrus said softly, resting his chin on her shoulder. "I want to forget too....but every time I consider it....it's like I'm disgracing the existance of our children. Even if we lost them...they were part of our lives for a brief time."
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Post by Akira on Dec 10, 2009 20:57:08 GMT -4
"You wanted children right?" she asked him.
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Post by Cirrus on Dec 10, 2009 20:59:40 GMT -4
"I...never really considered it before," Cirrus said. "But, I do like kids."
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Post by Akira on Dec 10, 2009 21:11:34 GMT -4
"I can't give you that anymore.' She said and clung to him. "Not that I was going to." She said trying to sound like her old self.
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Post by Cirrus on Dec 10, 2009 21:14:01 GMT -4
Cirrus chuckled and kissed her lightly on the cheek. "You don't have to give me anything but love. You're the most important thing to me in the world. You know that," he said.
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Post by Akira on Dec 10, 2009 21:17:46 GMT -4
"I don't think I have that to give." She told him. "I feel so numb."
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